Misha Agrawal's Self Hate Video Surfaces Amid Her Suicide, 'Nai Milegi Job Kya Karu'?

Ace content creator, Misha Agrawal, allegedly died by suicide on April 24, 2025. She was set to celebrate her 25th birthday exactly two days which was on April 26, 2025. Her dedicated followers were left shocked when Misha's family, in a heartbreaking statement on her Instagram handle, shared the news. Now, amid this, an old video of the young Misha surfaced on YouTube where she sarcastically and sadly spoke on self-hate.

Misha Agarwal's old video speaking of self-hate surfaces on social media

Misha made content which was always relatable to all her sea of followers. However, little did anyone know about the pain she went through internally that she hid in front of the world. An old video of Misha surfaced on YouTube where she spoke about the fears she had in mind if people left her. She sadly and sarcastically revealed that she leaves people before they leave her, and also spoke about how nazar was for real in her life. Misha, wearing a blue blazer, a light blue top, with a pair of earrings in the clip, sarcastically said:

"Mujhe darr hai ki logg mujhe chodke chale jaenge. Toh mei hi unhe chodke chali jati hu. Mere saath janmo janmantar mei ek baar kuch acha hota rehta hai. Toh meri nazar lag jati hai ki waah bhai ab toh life set hai. Sab sahi hora hai life mei aur wahi acha hona bandh hoh jata hai. Mei interview dene hi yeh sochke jati hu ki kya hoga zyada se zyada? Nai milegi job? 

Misha, who passed away at a very tender age, also said that if she were 'Arjun' in Mahabharat, then Lord Krishna would have given up on her. She said that the almighty would first kill her and then begin the war..

Mishal Agarwal spoke about how she dealt with hate and her career finishing off

Going ahead in the clip, Misha, who already had a law degree (LLB) and was also prepping up for the Provincial Civil Services – Judicial (PCSJ) examination, shared that she could never stop overthinking not being able to achieve success in her life. The talented young girl also said that she was not afraid even if Bollywood actor, Salman Khan, ended her career as people came into her life to just have fun with her and give her pain. Misha said:

"Mei kuch na karte huei yeh sochti hu ki yaar kuch hoh nai raha hai mujhse. Logg puchte hai aap hate se kaise deal karte ho? Mushkil hota hai yaar khud se deal karna. Mujhe dar nai lagta ki Salman bhai ya koi mera career khatam kar dega. Kyuki mei apna career bana hi nai rahi hu. Mei khud apne career mei aag lagake baithi hu. Jiss hisab se ch***ye mere life mei aate jate rehte hai aur log maze lete rehte hai, mujhe khud ko Bigg Boss bulana shuru kar dena chahiye. Kya karu mei khudk yaar?"

Watch the video here.

Misha Agrawal's sister shared that her mental health was affected

Misha's sister had shared that her baby sister's mental health was affected as her social media following started dropping. She wanted to have 1 million followers and felt hopeless when her followers started reducing. Misha's sister in an emotionally penned Instagram note, wrote:

"My little baby sister had built her world around Instagram and her followers, with a single goal of reaching 1 million followers and gaining loving fans. When her followers started decreasing, she became distraught and felt worthless. Since April, she had been deeply depressed, often hugging me and crying, saying, 'Jijja, what will I do if my followers decrease? My career will be over (sic)."

Team BollywoodShaadis sends strength to the family of Misha Agrawal during this tough time.

Also Read: Varun Tej And His Wife, Lavanya Tripathi Are Expecting Their First Child After 2 Years Of Marriage?

AWESOME NEWS! Now you can download BollywoodShaadis app and never miss a story. Get App

AWESOME NEWS! Now you can download BollywoodShaadis app and never miss a story. Choose your device Android or IOS (Apple)